MPD.....just and act though

well...im feeling bored tonight and chatting with dee help relief that. we having a discussion about something and somehow i end up chatting with dee in three window. one in msn and 2 on ym. and while at it im playing a different me. talk about multiple personality. although its and act its somewhat scary. not to mention mentally exhausting. while chatting with dee with 3 personalities i also chatted with me and me. get it? its like talking to your self hahaha but in a weird way. theese are the conversation haha try read it.

this one is me the talkative one hahaha chatting with dee msn acc

Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:21:15): see im still online rite
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:21:52): and off line
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:21:52): erm yea
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:21:53): saya sudah pening
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:22:03): crazy
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:22:49): too much crazyness tonite
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:22:54): shit
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:22:56): hahahah
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:22:59): this is gila
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:23:05): yup
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:23:11): 2 on ym and 1 on msn
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:23:32): hahahha
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:23:39): lann!! ur everywhere!! aaaaaa!!!
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:23:49): hahah seee !!! im ninja ~!!!!!
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:24:12):
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:24:17): muahahahah
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:24:23): gosh. next time we ge bored we should do this
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:24:30): hahahah
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:24:59): im chatting with 4 people.
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:25:01): and
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:25:04): hahah 4 people?
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:25:13): atcually theres only 3 hahah
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:26:00): hohoho who do u called a mess
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:26:02): 3 of lan
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:26:10): and 3 is diff !
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:26:21): 3 is crazy
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:26:24): za?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:26:47):
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:27:03): yeah true...she will looks like panda
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:27:07): muhahaha
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:27:40): what ur laughing T
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:28:17): that your fault doode
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:28:29): what twin?
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:28:57): thogh luck dude
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:28:59): ur twin laaa
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:29:16): his name is blurs87 in yahoo version
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:29:17): haha
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:29:32): yeah i know im the same guy ahhaha
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:29:57): no ur not
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:30:02): u guys are triplets!
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:30:21): yesh trully a rude one
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:30:51): yeah one person
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:31:03): soo dee which one will you choose?
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:31:08): me? or
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:31:36): and im the talkative one heheh
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:31:41): so sos oso oso soosos
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:31:45): im being nuts here
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:31:46):
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:32:07): im scary !
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:32:14): hahaha yea rite
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:32:34): oh man! ur twin told u that?! sheesh. takleh simpan rahsia langsung
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:32:49): shit u ! i just being open here
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:33:14): heh?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:33:17): who u talking to?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:33:31): dang, u sed im shit? fuh
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:33:41): im talking to u and my other me
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:34:06): oh
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:34:11): fuh
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:34:16): shuddup dude
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:34:26): u guys talk funny. im scared by the way u 2 even talk to one another
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:34:42): well when u like me its being scary
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:34:58): rite dude
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:35:07): so dee r u SCARE?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:35:27): erm
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:35:36): yes? confuse ?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:35:39): can u....errr...
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:35:40): err..
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:35:47): pass the laptop to ur twin plese?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:35:48): i miss ur brother
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:36:00): yeah yeah i chill
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:36:05): i think my head hurt
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:36:11): why??
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:36:36): too much to think at the same time...burrrr
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:36:49): hahahaha
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:36:54): yeah yeah i heard yeah
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:37:01): hahaha
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:37:07): what, u 2 are siamese twins isit?
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:37:11): okay dee gud nite ! hes too bossy to me
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:37:13): SOB
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:37:31): nite dee
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:37:37): heh?
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:37:41): nite nite
dee saari (31/08/2008 2:37:49): nice meeting u
Azlan Nasiruddin (31/08/2008 2:38:00): yeah mee 2. see ya later

and this one is the one with her ym acc.

Azlan Nasiruddin: try add my ym to your msn
Diana MSaari: mmmmm
Azlan Nasiruddin: and online again
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah to many window hahahahaha
Diana MSaari: hahah
Diana MSaari: too many windows alrite
Azlan Nasiruddin: hahah yeah
Diana MSaari: this is the craziest thing iv ever done since a very long time
Azlan Nasiruddin: and if i add your ym on my msn then it will be 4
Azlan Nasiruddin: hahahah
Diana MSaari: saya ketakutannnn
Diana MSaari: aaaaaa
Diana MSaari: muahaha
Azlan Nasiruddin:Happy Halloween! (cackle)
Azlan Nasiruddin:BOO!
Diana MSaari: and 3 of em is AZLAN NASIRUDDIN
Azlan Nasiruddin: r u sure?
Azlan Nasiruddin: hhaha 3 mes
Diana MSaari: one zahirah
Azlan Nasiruddin: za?
Azlan Nasiruddin: she still awake?
Diana MSaari: but this time ur like..everywhere
Diana MSaari: episode of who blocks who
Azlan Nasiruddin: haha block me laaa heheh
Diana MSaari: haha
Diana MSaari: lets stop this mess.. i still like u in ur YM version
Azlan Nasiruddin: hohoho i feel love!
Azlan Nasiruddin: i have a twin?
Diana MSaari: yeah.... ur twin's name is nalza
Diana MSaari: ur name is blurs87
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah tough luck
Azlan Nasiruddin: suck for u thogh
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah we'r the same guy
Azlan Nasiruddin: sheest that one is rude!!!!!!!
Diana MSaari: heh??
Diana MSaari: which one?
Azlan Nasiruddin: that nalza one
Diana MSaari: haha
Diana MSaari: sorry sorry
Azlan Nasiruddin: good thing we one person
Diana MSaari: didnt mean to be THAT rude
Diana MSaari: i was being dramatic
Diana MSaari:
Diana MSaari: butta..yeah of course la i know ur one person
Diana MSaari:
Azlan Nasiruddin: muah
Diana MSaari: but its like. different ways of talking to u
Diana MSaari: muah? wat was that all about?
Azlan Nasiruddin: well im the listening one
Diana MSaari: hey the listening one....
Azlan Nasiruddin: yes u r dude...rite dee
Azlan Nasiruddin: yes
Diana MSaari: your talkative twin's kinda scary
Azlan Nasiruddin: he like that...having a growth sprut
Diana MSaari: hahahahahah
Azlan Nasiruddin: hahaha yeah rite
Diana MSaari: oh man
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah o man
Azlan Nasiruddin: soo dee how having 2 of me here tonite? scary isnt it
Diana MSaari: it's SCARY
Azlan Nasiruddin: true
Diana MSaari: dah dah. u can get back to being urself now
Azlan Nasiruddin: but i just have to listen to him
Diana MSaari: *shudders*
Azlan Nasiruddin: you hardly ever hear he talking
Azlan Nasiruddin: sheesh he a shy one
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah having 2 personalities is comman dee
Diana MSaari: *garu kepala*
Azlan Nasiruddin: rite me?
Azlan Nasiruddin:BOO!
Azlan Nasiruddin: hehe
Diana MSaari: muahaha
Azlan Nasiruddin: hey dude ...chill it
Diana MSaari: dont let ur twin use ur pc dah k?
Azlan Nasiruddin: your head..u mean our head
Azlan Nasiruddin: hahaha
Azlan Nasiruddin: chill dude
Azlan Nasiruddin: go to rest
Azlan Nasiruddin: me bossy ? what ever me . go get some rest
Diana MSaari: i think u shud ask ur twin to sleep first and we can concentrate on our conversation
Diana MSaari: that was awkward
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah that was
Diana MSaari: i mean
Azlan Nasiruddin: having 3 person inside is diff
Diana MSaari: never knew i was gona meet ur siamese twin
Diana MSaari: gosh
Diana MSaari: do u?
Azlan Nasiruddin: well we a triplet
Diana MSaari: oh yeah. triplet
Azlan Nasiruddin: the other one rarely come up hahaha
Diana MSaari: the other one's bisu izit?
Diana MSaari: senyap je
Azlan Nasiruddin: no he just merajuk
Azlan Nasiruddin: hurm that it for him
Azlan Nasiruddin: rude isnt it
Diana MSaari: haha
Diana MSaari: erm
Diana MSaari: yeah.kinda rude
Azlan Nasiruddin: okay ....dont make me do that again.. hahaha
Diana MSaari: he's clearly a sensitive loner aint he?
Azlan Nasiruddin: he is
Diana MSaari: hahahahaha
Diana MSaari: omg Lan
Diana MSaari: cukup cukup
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah?
Azlan Nasiruddin: hahaha
Diana MSaari: hahahahhahahah
Diana MSaari: that was scary u know that
Azlan Nasiruddin: really? heheh
Diana MSaari: for once i actually wondered if u have a multiple personality or something. for real
Diana MSaari: hahahha
Diana MSaari: pernah dgr? MPD
Azlan Nasiruddin: hehehe
Azlan Nasiruddin: yeah
Azlan Nasiruddin: i do

hahah that its!!! the msn one i think is lost hahah.....well za if u read this please dont get mad .

Tagged?!

RULE #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2
Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
What did I do?

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have a family of my own

3. What makes you unmotivated?
laziness, stubbornness

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Travel around the world with class !

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

(if my best is she) maybe if i cant help it, if a he , hell no hahaha

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
everyone can loved someone but to have that feeling of being loved, priceless

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
....until i have the courage to go forward

8. Where would you prefer to be right now?
at the beach with a bed nicely place there and i'll be sleeping hahahahaha

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
extremely happy......still looking for it

10. What takes you down the fastest?
i dunno my self...but i think is the feeling of being helpless

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
backpacking trip around the world, and cooking my own food like they do on tv

12. Do you think, by being kind and always helping person you love, she/he will love you?

i dunno. i hope it does

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
zahirah... she is....ermm.......heh...colourful?? haha fareez? well he is mr. nice guy

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
dead is a better choice than 2 above....but better be rich and ,married rite

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
find my phone, what time is it..

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
its hard to choose. can i marry both?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
what kind thing? depends….

19. Would you suffer now and enjoy later or the opposite?
yup...but so far im enjoying now and suffer later

20. List 8 people to tag
i have only 5 on my list...then again. those who read my blog if you can

Morning Session Jam Part 2

the second part of the morning jam

Morning Session Jam

its morning and bunch of guys at the studio sing some songs together accompanied by a Alif with a guitar. the singers are Wan "wanderers" Azlee Azreen, Alif ID(Guitar), Zharif Kira, Taufiq a.k.a taupek, Azrul a.k.a Joey, Nazri "matt patt", Faraziq "Fara" a.k.a Are-zique and Me.

chocolate week

i bought Cadbury hot chocolate drink on Monday this week. 30 sachets for RM11 at tesco. and today is friday and only 5 sachets left. that right i drink them all !!! wahahahaha. its like i drink them 5 or less a day everyday !

Panic attack.

i always told people don't panic or you can't think straight and act rashly...now that i having such panic attack...how do i tell myself bout it?

owh my studio work is near submission...which is stressful since there only a little progress i made since the project started... time to get serious...then again why so serious...hope i can stay calm for to weeks or i'll be sleeping my days off.

The great leap of faith....sorta

today me and 6 others friends had a trip to Zharif's house to swim at the nearby river near his house in Taiping. the place is COOL ! dunno how to describe it with word but its was great !

there a section of the river called the 24 feet (24 kaki) which refer to one location of the river with the depth of...you guess it 24 feet deep! that like a 3 storey house ! and the four of us ...me, ku , man, and zharif jump into it ! and OMG it deep ! i like almost sucked by the current at that place. my face as my friends describe...white as a ghost since i come out of the surface very late...so far my nerve only allowed me to jump once. but man its was SUPERB !

i would like to thanks Zharif and his family for having us today ! it was SUPERB !!!!!!!

the 24 feet(the below) and the attempt to jump

four of us . pic taken by engku using man cam

Ahh......*sigh*

well... these days i listened a lot of stories from peoples. About themselves, their families, problems, and of course about romance as well. don't get me wrong, i love to listen to peoples stories since i don't have similar or unique to be called my own. listening to them allow me to delve in to the very person hearts...well they actually telling it from their hearts. nonetheless it allow me to experience what they experienced...

hahaha some may call this busybody...but i think i great to be a person that listen to people...

hahah...speaking of listening...sometimes i tend to closed my ears when people giving me advice and voice of concern about me ...since i'm a very lazy person when it come to my education...i appreciate that they worried bout me but hehe.....old habbit hard to die...or i'm just sturborn from the start.

oh...these day i began to notice the changes in peoples mood just by listening to their reply or the way they talk that day...making me know there must be something good or bad happen to them. this is not 100% comfirm but i do hit the mark when i ask...well most of the time that is...i can be oblivious to my serounding most of the time.

on a happier note i just found out a new lovebirds between 2 people i know. well i didnt notice it from the start but i was there along the way and notice the development. well so far im not the only one know bout it....just call me lucky just to be at the right place at the right time when it happen...hahaha....how should i say this...congrats!?

now that left is how bout mine??

Gone

you would be surprise what could happen while you asleep in your room.
i got my money stolen from my wallet. RM70 +/- today, while asleep. dunno how the door was unlocked but the only thing was stolen was my money......they guy probably smart to just take away the money and leave everything else behinds. sheesh....people are weird.

A Dream of a Father and Daughter

I had a dream........of myself.
in that dream i watched my daughter born. A beautiful, healthy baby girl filled with smiles. i remember her name, her name is Siti Sarah. I...felt happy...i faced my wife. her face fill with joy. but her face gone when i woke up. leaving me with the memory of a daughter.

i wonder who she is. what her name? i remember saying her name in the dream, but its lost when i opened my eyes.... She who is my wife in that dream. In the end it just a dream, a wonderful one that is.

people dream and so do i. but to actually remember pieces of those dream is very rare. especially for me. I am glad that i remember this one.

HAHA...some dream aint it. i even surprise about it myself.

i like happy

had a crit session on the last project. the case study one. surprisingly i was worrying for nothing. the studio master were very scary in the morning. good thing that afternoon session a bit more relaxing.

i'm feeling somewhat happy that my work is called a work of art hahaha...though there alot of thing to improve. the analysis is too little, and my drawing need to be more sharper. more lines. haish still more room to improve.

owh since there alot of building chosen is located in thailand, the studio masters hinted that we may go there next sems !